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I'm 19 years old. Started dealing with what I thought was just a bout of really bad hemorrhoids back in early February. Everything I googled said it would last like a week. 3 weeks later when I was still suffering pretty badly I started to freak out. I had a consistently upset stomach and could not eat anything without getting burning diarrhea and visiting the bathroom 6-8 times a day. I finally visited a GI and got a sigmoidoscopy. And... yup, Crohn's disease.
I got prescribed Prednisone, which has helped slightly but definitely not enough so far. I'm still in the midst of my original flareup and trying to manage it with an extremely plain diet, my Prednisone, and CBD. I'm still in sooo much pain every single day. I've lost 40 lbs in the last 2 months alone. I know I need to go on a biologic and I'm praying that it helps me achieve remission because all I want is to finally have a normal, pain free day again. I've been waiting though because my GI recommended I wait to start Remicade until after I already got my 2nd dose of the vaccine, which I'm supposed to get on the 19th. Waiting has been brutal, and living in fear of the unknown is even worse.
I'm in so much pain and discomfort that I am really eager to get on a medication and start treating this, but at the same time being on an immunosuppressive drug really scares me. I'm worried about side effects like cancer or lupus, and people who say that they are constantly catching colds or getting infections. I worry about the cost and how I'm going to afford this for the rest of my life, and if I'm actually ever going to be normal and feel good again. I saw a statistic that said 75% of people with Crohn's disease eventually have to have surgery and that is terrifying to me. Does this mean that no matter what I do to treat it and take care of myself I'll still just get sicker and sicker? Even if I stay on top of everything?
I got prescribed Prednisone, which has helped slightly but definitely not enough so far. I'm still in the midst of my original flareup and trying to manage it with an extremely plain diet, my Prednisone, and CBD. I'm still in sooo much pain every single day. I've lost 40 lbs in the last 2 months alone. I know I need to go on a biologic and I'm praying that it helps me achieve remission because all I want is to finally have a normal, pain free day again. I've been waiting though because my GI recommended I wait to start Remicade until after I already got my 2nd dose of the vaccine, which I'm supposed to get on the 19th. Waiting has been brutal, and living in fear of the unknown is even worse.
I'm in so much pain and discomfort that I am really eager to get on a medication and start treating this, but at the same time being on an immunosuppressive drug really scares me. I'm worried about side effects like cancer or lupus, and people who say that they are constantly catching colds or getting infections. I worry about the cost and how I'm going to afford this for the rest of my life, and if I'm actually ever going to be normal and feel good again. I saw a statistic that said 75% of people with Crohn's disease eventually have to have surgery and that is terrifying to me. Does this mean that no matter what I do to treat it and take care of myself I'll still just get sicker and sicker? Even if I stay on top of everything?