Hi, please help i want to give up on life and everything so bad i cant take it. Im receiving 5mg per kg remicade every 8 weeks and have been for a year now. I still have inflamation in my intestines and some days its so bad i cant stand it. It takes forever to see my GI doctor and nothing seems to get resolved. If i call they tell me if im in that much pain go to the hospital so i do. Im starting to be treated as if im drug seeking but im really not i feel so hopeless. I had a bowel resectioning 2 years ago and remicade for a year. I keep getting flare ups and the run around of "just go to the hospital", my medical debt is ridiculous and ive seem so many doctors i dont know what to do anymore or how to approach this problem. I cant live like this i want to give up so bad please i need advice and support im so depressed and lost please.